'When education is lost, the future vanishes': Palestinian Youth and Teachers on Two Years Without Education.
'We seek action, not sympathy'.
A young student, twelve, al-Mawasi
It has been two years since I was last inside a real classroom. Two years since I heard the start-of-class signal at the institution I attended, took my seat and participated actively during my beloved lesson. Occasionally I still distinctly recollect the auditory and olfactory sensations: chalk dust, wooden scraps, joyful sounds in corridors. But my educational institution is gone; it was bombed shortly after the war began. My learning materials incinerated, and several classmates lost.
I was in fifth grade on that fateful day: the final day I entered the school building. That morning, warning alarms screamed through the corridors. Some pupils sobbed, others gripped each other. Our instructor sought to soothe, but even she sounded shaky. I remember wishing for a ordinary day; teaching, recess, a verse presentation. Instead, that day marked the end of my old life.
The war has taken so much. But the hardest loss of all is learning, because it represents the forfeiture of tomorrow.
Now I reside with my mother and father, male relatives and female sibling in a crowded shelter in this coastal area. The temporary partitions move with air currents, keeping neither cold nor heat away. We wait in line for water and food. Energy access is fantasy and personal space is absent. Hope feels fragile.
At night, I observe the night lights through the gaps of my tent and question if my peers see the same sky. Some message me when they manage, saying they yearn for classes and have preserved their previous journals; like relics of a vanished time. I feel guilty because I’ve misplaced all of mine.
I once dreamed of becoming a teacher to help local youth learn, even when circumstances were difficult. Now I aim for being a writer – to draft, to communicate and to show the world what it signifies to be a young person in Gaza. I want to narrate our accounts of anxiety and deprivation, but also fortitude. Because even here, amid fatality and debris, our words continue.
When online access exists, I endeavor to educate myself via the web. Sometimes, I attend a tiny space where volunteers teach us arithmetic and Arabic. The sessions are brief – the power fails or the attacks recommence but in these instances, I experience vitality. I recollect who I was: the girl who adored mathematics and poetry, who was convinced knowledge could alter reality.
Hostilities have stolen countless aspects; our homes, schools and families. I mourned my uncle, his partner, and their offspring. I said goodbye to my beloved urban area, Rafah, which is only ruins now. But the most painful deprivation of all is learning, because it represents the forfeiture of tomorrow.
To the world, I state this: keep our hopes alive. We don’t want pity, we want action. Young residents merit literature, learning environments and security. Learning is not an extravagance, it is a essential privilege. The territory is not merely devastation; it is minors who persist in hoping under aerial surveillance at darkness. It is my story and I will keep drafting, even if all I have left is a broken pencil and a scrap of damaged material.
'Pupils inquire: "Are you alright, educator?"'.
Naglaa Weshah, 40, teacher in central Gaza
I have been educating in the region for more than a decade. Originally in a southern city, then in another location, and now in al-Bureij camp in the central Gaza Strip. Prior to hostilities, I regularly instructed several sets of about 40 students each, hundreds of eager students eager to learn.
Instructing them was my mission and happiness in reality, and I still remember the gleam in a student’s eyes when a new idea clicked; the kind of moment every educator cherishes.
I always believed education should be vibrant. My learning environment was a zone of amusement, creativity, and movement. We created cartographic art, performed past occurrences, and converted teaching into tales.
Joy always permeated the space as curiosity displaced anxiety. Yes, even before the war, young residents were always afraid. My teaching space was a secure location but after the seventh, everything changed.
My educational institution became a refuge for households fleeing the aerial attacks. Soon, it was attacked and totally demolished. There are very few schools still erect in the region now. For 24 months, all has been unusual. The conflict has broken every facet of our existence: security, homes, educational centers, aspirations. Fear and grief are ever-present realities.
Many of my students are now dead – youth who talked about aspiring to be medical professionals, artists, and teachers. They were deprived even the privilege of living. Those who are still here endure malnutrition, eviction and weariness – and nevertheless, they still maintain the thirst for knowledge.
Sometimes, when the online access permits, I receive messages from a handful of them. They write inquiring: “How are you, instructor?” We communicate short messages, short lessons, tiny sparks of interaction amid the turmoil. They question if things will ever go back to normal. I state to them I am uncertain.
Across the region, educators, aid workers and charities attempt instruction in any feasible location: in tents, ruined educational areas, or crowded shelters. Schooling has become an gesture of resistance, a way to say: “We persist.” And so long as we persist in education, we will remain.
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